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[17 Jul 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

*sighs* I know I'm not the prettiest person ever. There are prettier people. Thats why I get soooooo jealous that I start gettin self conscious, REALLY self conscious. And I go into these depression stages. Well Casey went to Six Flags for his friend's birthday. And when he called me that night he was like "Today was the new day to check out girls, and there were soooo many girls and we were all like DAMN!" I don't care that he looks at other girls it doesn't bother me, cause I look at other guys. I know I make him jealous too so theres really no point in me complaining cause I do it too. But yeah, I had to get this off my chest. I'm upset because I feel like I don't make him happy enough because I know he doesn't go "DAMN!" in his head everytime he sees me. And I guess I just feel horrible cause I don't make him the happiest guy ever, and thats all I want to do, make him happy. I know I don't make him as happy as he could be if he was with some one alot better. Oh well. Thats pretty much all. To summarize it, I feel ugly cause he was lookin at other girls and goin "DAMN!" and he doesn't do that in his head when he sees me so I'm upset, and if I was really as pretty as he says, then he wouldn't need to look at other girls to be satisfied.*sad face*. He says he loves me but lately I feel like he doesn't, maybe its cause I've been gone for a week.*sighs*

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[22 Jun 2004|11:37am]
[ mood | crushed ]

I just wanna die. I hate myself. No ones gonna see this so I'm just gonna say everything thats been going through my mind. I need some one to talk to and right now I don't think I have anyone whos willing to listen to my problems and/or pet peeves. I wish I was Anne! Shes so pretty in everyway! Shes so much fun and shes gorgeous. I get so jealous. Her and Casey went out for 12 hours...and I know he liked her in the past, and he says he loves me now, but I still somehow think that he doesn't love me all the way and still has feelings for her, but since shes taken, I guess I was the second best..which sucks. When I go in public with Anne, all these guys ask her for HER number. It really hurts me..I try to be like "Its ok, I have a boyfriend. I don't need them anyways." But its hard when it happens over and over again, and the more it happens the more unpretty you feel. I feel like the biggest piece of shit right now. I'm not anything important. I used to feel like I was the cutest thing ever. But Casey barely says "I love you", he doesn't compliment me like he used to. Sure he does it every once in a while, but I loved hearing it all the time. I was soo happy. Now I feel like nothing. We used to talk on the phone for 2-3 hours. Now we can't even stay on the phone for more then 10 minutes it seems like. He always has to go, or set down the phone, or watch a movie.

I had Anne, Jacob, and Casey over yesterday. I really wanted it to be just me and Casey, but I figured you know, maybe it'd be me and Casey and Anne and Jacob. Guess I was wrong. Everything was fine at first..we went swimming and watched a movie..then my mom made me sit up and away from Casey, I have no idea why. If his mom did that to him I would have at least sat up and moved by him. This is really stupid but it hurt me. He stayed laying there...and of course and was sharing the pillows with him, so she was being sort of flirty. So I was pissed, I turned around and watched the show. I was really upset. He finally moved. I was too upset. Then we all decided to go swimming again. We were all being retards and having fun, and then he showed us this thing and he told ANNE to try to keep herself above water while doing it...so she did. After she did it like twice, he asked "Did you not get it?!" and she was like "No..?" and he said "It squishes your boobes together and makes cleavage." I was sooooooooooo sad. I shouldn't have been pissed off, but the fact that it was
the ONE PERSON I am the most jealous of, really hurt me. I just wanted to breakdown and cry, but I couldn't. Man that really hurt, you have no idea. And he did it right in front of me!!! I WISH I WAS HER!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA FUCKING DIE! EVERYBODY LOVES HER! Shes my bestfriend, and I know she wouldn't do anything to hurt me. But I don't wanna lose Casey, and I'm sooo afraid that he's gonna start liking her again, and he'll breakup with me for her. Anyways, the we came inside around 9:15. Everybody got changed, Jacob walked home, and we waited on Anne's mom cause they were gonna give Casey a ride home. Well they were all in on the computer, and I didn't feel like hovering around a computer only to be ignored because they would be talking to each other. This was before Jacob left, but he was on the laptop. So I was in the living room watching TV, I'd come in during commercials to see what was going on that way I wouldn't seem like I was all pissy. So I came in, and Casey didn't even look at me, I just kinda stood there, I said to myself "FUCK IT!", and walked back into the living room. I came in again and again. And Casey asked if I had known a song and Anne was like "She probably doesn't know it" before I could answer for myself. I knew the song, and I knew who it was by, if I had not been shot down so quickly I could have thought about who it and told them, but by then I was like, "never mind, I GUESS I DON'T IF THATS WHAT YOU SAY!" So they searched and found it. GOD I HATE ME! I wish I was Anne. Casey said I yell at him alot, and him and Anne were talking about that. Yeah that made me feel real good. I felt like I was below nothing...the worst girlfriend ever. Not only was I not Anne, and probably not good enough, but I'm also a horrible girlfriend. I hate myself. If I could have one wish it would be to be Casey's idea of a perfect girlfriend. Which I'm not because he said I was ONE OF his GOOD girlfriends. I'm not the best, I'm no one important. I bet Anne was one of his good girlfriends even though they only went out for 12 hours. That made me feel good also! I HATE MYSELF! I'm getting my hair highlighted this weekend. Anne got her hair highlighted. Maybe if I were like her, I'd be something instead of nothing. I wanna die. No, I don't. You know what I want? I want to be loved. More than anything. I want to be really truly loved.

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[11 Jun 2004|01:44pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I stole this from Katie who stole it from Ashley!

What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have sex with me:

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[31 May 2004|11:37am]
[ mood | dorky ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you ask me out?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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[28 May 2004|11:31pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Ok, so Casey went to his cousin's graduation or something in Houston..he just got there today. He called me and was bein all "weird"..so I thought he was tired. He was like "I'm not tired" and I go "Well your tired or something.." and he goes "Yeah..SOMETHING". Turns out the party was unchaperoned, so of course there was alcohol. I don't know why I said he could drink...I have the biggest issue when it comes to alcohol and drugs. I can't stand the way alcohol makes people act, and their breath..smells so bad! I HATE IT! Same thing for drugs. Plus, they both hurt you...and my family has a huge deal w/ alcohol. He says he can control it and he only had 3...but I can't help it...I'm so used to the way my family gets when they come to my mom! I don't want to see the person I care about the most EVER get like that! I was mostly worried that he was gonna say something that would hurt me..or before he told me how much he'd had that he had done something that would've hurt me. No one understands why I hate alcohol so much..they think its all stupid and I make this huge deal out of it. I'm sorry but I hate it..I don't even just "strongly dislike" it..I HATE IT WITH A PASSION! I wish they hadn't even invented it...I wish I could go to the discovery of it...and make it to where no one would EVER be able to get it. Unfortunatly I can't. I hate talking to people after they've had alcohol...it just scares me.:-(. I was gonna tell him all about my day..but he was having trouble remembering what he was saying...and if he had called or not. He did call, and I told him that I got his message and he was like.."WHAT?!" I go "From when you called earlier.." he was like "I did?". So then I was like "Ok, yeah I told you not to call if you had been drinking at all!" I got upset, he said he wasn't gonna do it anymore...but he wanted this weekend to do it. I said "FINE! You can have your weekend..don't call me though. I won't wanna talk to you!" He said "You don't?!" and I said "I do! REALLY BAD! But its not worth wasting my time over it if I'm not even gonna wanna talk to you like that." So he said he wouldn't...whatever...

Well the express game was fun..we met some guys...they were pretty cool..got a great pick up line used on me...gave some kid that probably won't even call me my number...but of course I didn't tell Casey cause of his state...I GOT THE CUTEST DRESS TOO!

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The End [27 May 2004|11:13am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Schools over. I'ma miss everybody this summer! But I'm glad I'll get to see most everybody next year. But my bestest friend..I'm not gonna see him next year :-(. KYLE! I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH(as a friend a course)! I hope we stay in touch and hang out all summer and on weekends during the school year! PARTAYS! I miss you already...

For everyone else..I CAN'T WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR!

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[25 May 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | sad ]

"Bros before Hoes"<Sometimes I just try so hard to be first..its not fucking worth it...I'm not that good... I wanna go on the limo, but Casey isn't gonna go. *tears* I wanted him to go, but I didn't wanna force it cause I knew then he'd just go because he had to and not cause he wanted to so he wouldn't be happy at all. So I told him he could go hang out with his friends, and he told me he was supposed to leave early anyways. I wanted to tell him he had to go sooo bad, but I didn't wanna be the worst girlfriend ever and keep him from his friends, cause he won't see some of them this summer, or maybe for forever. I keep listening to our song, and my heart keeps dropping. I hope its all over when I blink my eyes. I know its only a couple days...but to me its a million lifetimes...:-( *tears* I'm not mad or anything, I'm just sad.. Tell me what I gotta do to please you Baby anything you say I'll do Cause I only wanna make you happy From the bottom of my heart It's true..

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[25 May 2004|05:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]

kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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Raver Bear
Raver Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
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Are you in love?
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holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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happy
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pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great job your one of the lucky ones.


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pure
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Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


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HASH(0x8ab55f4)
You are a Summer Kiss! You love showin your boy
off... especially when you both can chill
outside with your shirts off...


What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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ski
You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
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365
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
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I got bored again...:-D

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[24 May 2004|04:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Today I had a huge episode over something that was kind of stupid. Alright, well Casey has ALOT of friends that go to RRHS, and they get off at like 1:15 or somethin, so they came to see him after school today. I was signin his shirt when some one told him his friends were out there, he just ran away. At that point I was like..."He'd come back to give me at least a hug right?"..well he didn't come back for like 5 minutes, which felt like an eternity to me, and he didn't bring anything to school, so I thought maybe he'd just go skate. But he came back, and I was sort of upset. But Dinell blocked him from getting to me. So he went "Whatever, hey are we ready to go?!"..and gave me what I thought was a mean look. Then he just left...I was so heartbroken..he didn't even say bye as he was leaving..he just left. So I got all teary-eyed and eventually started crying..I couldn't stop..all I could think about was "Is he mad at me? If so how mad? Is he gonna break up with me? I hope not. I don't wanna lose him. What would I do without him? He's so good to me, I don't wanna lose my best boyfriend ever." They ran through my head as I also said "I shouldn't be crying about this? Why am I crying? I should be upset, but is it worth crying over?" I tryed to calm myself down..but I couldn't stop tearing. He came back like 15 minutes later, when I was fixing to leave. He gave, me a hug and said "We got chased by cops and Mr.Moore followed us, and I'm not gonna ditch my friends." I don't care if he hangs out with his friends! God, go ahead. All I wanted was a hug, kiss, and "I love you baby". Then he can go and do whatever, it was just the fact that he left...not even a bye. I guess I could have been upset, I don't know why I cried. I guess I really do care about him. He truly is the best thing thats ever happened to me. Sometimes I get so scared I'm gonna lose him cause of some one else. But its like.."If he wanted her then he wouldn't be with me." And he said if I did something he would tell me, so thats all I'd say to myself. Cause I couldn't say it to him, if I did he'd get so annoyed. But yeah..I really do love him. I don't wanna lose him. I thought he was so mad at me after school its not even funny. He didn't say bye, and gave me what I thought was a mean look..I thought it was over..I was ready for him to end it at any moment. Ooooh wow, I was so scared. I love him so much...

Thanks aNNe bO naNNe and LeAh bO bEaH for being there for me...I wuv you guys!

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[23 May 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I was really bored..so I looked at Ashley's livejournal, and did all those quizzes...

entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


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Wow, your ideal guy is Chad Michael Murray! He is an athletic, romantic guy, with a love for shy, sweet girls.

Take the quiz: "Are you a good girl/boyfriend?"

You are the best
awwww you are everything they ever wanted. You seem to always make them smile. You never argue. They would never even think of cheating on you. you are the lack of a better word

Take the quiz: "Is He The Right Guy For You???"

Yes,yes yes...He is the PERFECT guy for YOU!
He really does love you and respects you sooo much for the person that you are!!! DONT LET HIM GET AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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HASH(0x8b0885c)
You have a kind soul! What can be better than
cooking lemon-pastries? Only helping out sick
kids of course! Congratulations, you have a
kind soul. Known for your purity and goodness
you follow your heart and your brain. The path
you seem to talk on is golden, and your touch
can make others forget about their pain. Your
always the one who donates to charity, feeds
the squirrels in the park, and volunteers down
at the shelter. Youre determined to make the
world a better place, and be sweet and
thoughtful everywhere. You are probably
multi-talented, and others love being around
you. Be careful though. Dont let them take
advantage of you.


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Ok, I'm done.

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Special Olympics [22 May 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

AHH! Reffin the special olympics wasn't bad at all! Some of those kids are hilarious!-others are shy, but some just came up and introduced themselves and started havin a conversation with you! They weren't any more different from a regular person except for their physical appearance, few were mental, but they were soo nice! This one kid, I think his name was Zac or something, he was the sweetest kid ever! He asked my friend if she had a boyfriend, and she said "Yeah" he gave her the funniest look and went "OOOOOOOO" and he asked what his name was and she said "Matt" and he went "WOO WOO". It was so cute! These games were only like 30 minutes long, they weren't even counted as games. They were basically scrimages that wouldn't mean a thing to anyone else, but as I was sitting in the ref tent, I saw this guy crying. He had down syndrome, and he had to be a somewhere around 16 or 17, and he was crying his heart out cause he lost a game! To these kids these games were the world! Volunteer work isn't bad at all! I'm glad I went and helped, and I'm going to go next year. You know, these kids are so nice and loving, and yet people make fun of them just because they don't look normal. Yeah, I used to make fun of them, but now that I've actually gotten to meet some of them and actually say more than "hey", I've realized, they aren't as different from a normal person as I thought, they are so much like you and me its amazing..

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[17 May 2004|04:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Caseys a meanie head..that whole me kissing Kyle thing was a joke! Oh well...Anyways today was fun, I guess. I found out our drug thins is TOMORROW instead if last Thursday. Ok thats all...I love you Casey!

SOCCER PRACTICE JUST GOT CANCELLED FOR TONIGHT AND TOMORROW! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!*smiles*

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[16 May 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | sad ]

ANNE! I'M SOOOO SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU! I just barely get to see him on weekends..and we can't do anything in school or he'll get in trouble and go to the RROC. We can do something this weekend though! I PROMISE! If you want you, me, David, and Casey can go to the movies or sumthin and then you can spend the night! I'm so sorry...I love you tons! It just seemed like you were always doin stuff with your other friends anyways..I didn't know it bothered you so much...I'm sorry.*frowns*

Well, me and Casey had a great weekend...but now I feel really bad cause I hurt Anne-bo Nanne.

And now Casey thinks I kissed Kyle and I didn't! I love him more than anything, I would never do anything like that to him. And it really hurts!*tear* He thinks I don't trust him...and he gets mad...but apperently he doesn't trust me either.

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[13 May 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | curious ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

I stole this from Katie who stole it from Ashley

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[12 May 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

One of my friends has been getting on my nerves lately! She always wants me to buy her lunch, and do her homework for her! She relies on everyone to do stuff for her, and you get tired of it after a while. I think shes mad at me, but whatever. Of course everyone does stuff for her because shes the biggest bitch ever when she gets even the least bit upset over the stupidest things. Ugh, oh well, shes goin to a different high school next year anyways *smiles*. Omgoodness, I am the happiest person ever right now! Or at least when I'm with Casey, cause he is soo perfect in every way, and my "friend" always goes away *smiles*. Hehehe. Can't tell who she is cause if she sees this then she'll get her mom involved who will talk to my parents and I'll get in trouble, but I HAD to say that. But anywhos...*smiles* Casey Casey Casey...I love him so much..I can't even put it into words. I love you Casey.

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[09 May 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | excited ]

WE WON WE WON WE WON! Now we don't have to practice ALL SUMMER! Except for tryouts, and soccer camps, but other wise its OVER! YAY! That gives me more time with Casey*smiles* and ALL my friends!

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[08 May 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yesterday I went to the Express game with Leah and Casey F., and then I saw Casey there*smiles*. I was soooo happy to see him, but then he wanted me to leave my friends. So I did, for a long time, and I felt really bad cause I had just like left 'em. So I kept goin back to 'em, and he'd always drag me away again. Oh well, Leah and Casey F. hung out with some one else, but still, I felt really bad cause I thought I was bein really rude. Then after then game we came to my house to get my stuff cause me and Leah spent the night at Casey F.'s house. We got into my old dress-up box, and we had the CUTEST outfits EVER! We walked around in those at Leah's house and in the car until we got to Casey F.'s house. Then we took more pictures, and watched TV. But I was really tired, so I fell asleep. Well Leah and Casey decided to write on my face w/ eyeliner! They drew a mustache and uni-brow. Then took a picture! Oh well! Then I woke up the earliest, and woke Leah and Casey up doin the Aric thing! MUHAHAHAHAHA! Then we fed some dog...I dunno who's it was but oh well! We were gonna go to La Frontera but we didn't have time cause we had to get to Leah's recital, then we were gonna go to church w/ her, but her brother wasn't home, so they have to go tomorrow mornin! But yeah, so after her recital we walked to my house, and Kyle, Jacob, and Aaron came over and we had pizza and potato skins, and went swimmin! It was cold, but oh well! We were all gonna jump in, but Leah shoved me in and my top like came up, but only one side did, and I didn't know it until like 2 minutes later when I looked down I was like "OMG!" and I looked at Leah and told her and she was crackin up! I was freakin out cause I didn't know if the guys who were at the other end of the pool, who were lookin at me cause I was talkin to them from the SHALLOW end, so anything from my stomach up was pretty much outta the water, had seen anything. We got out and took some more pictures and listened to Linkin Park. Then we walked Jacob and Aaron to Jacob's house, and Kyle's brother came to get him like half an hour later at my house. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN! I got Leah a screen name for AIM-BaNdAiDs92! IM her! Her mom won't let her have AIM, so I got her a screen name she could get on when she was here. I left my cell at Casey F.'s house like all-day, so sorry if I missed your call. I thought it was in my backpack. Guess not...oh well! But I got my cell back and there were ALOT of missed calls, but Casey said he'd call me at 10! So I guess I'm still waiting:-/. That was pretty much my WHOLE day!

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[05 May 2004|04:22pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

SORRY! I know I updated like 5 minutes ago, but I found some good stuff...

+Wait for the boy who pursues you, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the boy who makes you smile like no other boy, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you're in sweats and have no makeup on, but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him. And most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe+

+I LoVe the waY yOu LauGH..
I LoVe the waY yOu sMiLe*..
I LoVe the waY yOu maKe mE feeL..
LiKe LiVinGs worth the wHiLe*..
I LoVe the waY we toucH...
I LoVe the waY yOu KiSs*
..just beiN cLoSe tO yOu
is the feeLin thaT I miSs*..
I LoVe the waY yOu LooK aT mE..
I LoVe the waY yOu sMeLL
I LoVe the waY yOuR boDy feeLs..
n*LoVe-I tHinK I feLL
I LoVe the waY we siT theRe..
the waY yOu hoLD mY hanD
*beiN faR froM yOu*
iS the oNe ThinG I Can'T sTanD*
I reaLLy dO LoVe u..+

Ok thats all...

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[05 May 2004|04:00pm]
[ mood | content ]

Everythings right in my little world*smiles*. I can't complain! Anyways, me and Katie made an interpretive dance yesterday! Its GREAT! You just have to see it! And we made a tongue twister, you have to say flabby fattie 10x w/ out messin up, haha, Michelle tryed it and she said "Fattie flabby flabby flabby.." and me and Katie busted up laughin! ASPHALT CIRCLES! THEY APPEAR IN THE MIDDLE OF ROADS OUT OF NO WHERE!*takes water bottle and spins in a circle squirtin it on the road* LOOK THERES ONE NOW! Hahahaha, I LOVE YOU KATIE!

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PoRt ArAnSaS [02 May 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | sexy ]

I GOT TO SPEND LIKE 12 HOURS WITH CASEY ALL DAY FRIDAY!*smiles* We had so much fun! On the way there I colored and listened to my music. Then we went to a park where I swinged and ate girl scout cookies and fed the seagulls! Then we went on the boat for 2 hours..and I got to hold fishies!
I held a sting-ray, a squid, a shrimp, a regular fish, and the one in finding nemo(mr,johanson)! I got splashed 3 times though, cause the boat was rockin and the water got all over me and a buncha other people! That didn't stop me though, after I got bored with the fishes, I went to get splashed by the waves*smiles*. Then on the ride home...*smiles* me and Casey made out..alot!*smiles* I love him so much...

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